PDA

"Ai que eu não sei o que quer isso dizer"
Se te dizes Bilinguista, e a segunda (ou a primeira) língua que dizes conhecer é Inglês, então ao menos disfarça rapidamente e vai ao teu motor de busca predilecto e insere a sigla "PDA". Vão aparecer varios resultados de procura pois vão. Mas no final deste texto acho que vais saber qual é o que está aqui neste .... texto(?), ou excerto, como lhe quiseres chamar.
Foste ao Google? Oh e eu que estava a brincar contigo. PDA: neste caso Public Demonstrations of Affection. São poucos o que têm o luxo de os ter. Even though they aren't taken that seriously nor considered to be that important. But you only know the importance of something when you're about to miss it, or are already missing it. It's not a matter of you being unaware or a bit numb, it's just the way that humans are. It's not your fault that you're human, right? Blame it on your mother.
Most people don't really appreciate the simplest fact of holding hands in the middle of the street or just giving a smooch in the movie theater. I do. I spend most of my time, wich is not that much, thinking about it, and every second that there IS to be shared with someone. That "someone" is called my many: "My better half", "Soulmate", you get the picture.
But, oh, isn't it nice when you meet him/her? Yes, let me tell that there is. And to someone like me, that believes in love at first sight, oh it's really great. But after that back and forth, you are now dating, and you see eachother everyday, or every other day (wich i may add that is another blessing) and you never get sick of that person, you love each other so much that you just wanna make that same person happy, you just want to see their smile. Oh beacause you love their smile, and their eyes, their crazy hair and the way that they talk, yes you love all that. And you take walks on the beach, you kissed as the sun sets. When the sun rises again, years have already passed by, and you're still with your soulmate, could it be? Could that person standing beside you be yur eternal lover? So you keep seeing eachother, and now you say "I LOVE YOU" and it's corresponded (Bless #3) you now start your life together and build a family, everything is perfect! You are so happy that you can't believe your life is so perfect, and you laugh at all the other little ants around trying to find what you have right there.
But one day, you're told that your better half is getting your bags out of home, and saying good bye to the kids you spent so much time planing and nourishing. But you say "no, that is not possible, my life is perfect, as well as my love for him". You fight as much as you can to defend the idea that you're not going to be alone... but you are. The other half went away, and now you're alone... you no longer can spend time with him, no. He left so you are alone. You can't hold hands in the middle of the street, nor give a smooch in the theaters. You are utterly alone, you don't see anyone for days, years... decades. Now instead of "I LOVE YOU" there's just silence. So the three big blessings that everyone wants is lost, the blessing that you hold with your golden heart and with your strong grip.
Now you're an ant.